5.24.2007

An Approach to Practical Futuristic Design (Boushehr of Tomorrow)








Boushehr Duty-Free Commercial Zone
150 Hektares Dedicated to Trade and Entertainment

Design: Mehdi Alibakhshian-Sina Mesdaghi
3Dmax: Reza Fathi
S.A.P Consulting Engineers

5.21.2007

neveshteyee ke gharar ast edame yabad

sa@ 22, inja Tehran ast. Aslan chera bayad har shab sedaye mara beshnavid

Dar otagham deraz keshide am, hanuz sare shab ast ama dar meghyase khastegy man sa@ az nime shab ham gozashte ast. Headphone Creative dar etesal ba Ipod Apple khaharam mosighi ebri ro baraye goosh hayam paksh mikonad. Ama be nazar miresad goosh ha bedune hich tavajohi be mosighi be sokot setare haye pohste panjere goosh mikonand. Hamin ke az miane dood va gard va ghobare Tehran nooreshan ra be man miresanand dalil kafi ast ke begooyeem in setare ha motmaenan por noor tarin setare haye asemanand. Tanha tashaboh miane setare ha va lahzate sokot va deraz keshidan, tamayol be samte bi nayahat ast. Be nazaram Lahezat ta bi nahayat kesh mi ayand ta hameye note haye mosighi sokot forsat ejra shodan peyda konand. Setare ha nagahan be back ground miravand ta negaham bargardad be otagh 6X4 am. Kenare divar yek shovalie kez karde ast. Separ o shamshirash am mese khodash be divar takie dade and. Dast be chane be man khire shode ast . Negahe belataklifesh az rooye soorate man rad mishavad va be samte panjere miravad. Shayad borje milad shayadam setare ha. To otagh donbale fabiana migardam. Chand roozi hast ke rafte ast. Az an shab ke koli tamarkoz kardam ke biavaramash to takhte khab digar nadidamash. Ye chand ta ghatre ashk ta vasataye sooratam miayand. hamanja mimanand. Fek konam chesh hayam nesbat be esme fabiana sharti shode and. fek mikonand har vaght in esm ra beshnavand bayad gerye konand.
Shovalie ahi mikeshad. shayad mikhahad tavajohe man ra az fabiana be samte khodash jalb konad. Khobe baz hanuz kasi inja hast. Khoobe ke man jaye shovalie nistam, kheily bade ke adam bad az omri khedmat, jang va nabard, pahlevani va daliri tabdil be yeki az moblemane serfan taziyeeni va bi amalkarde khane beshavad. Ipod dar eteraz be barkhord tohin amize man nesbat be mosighi melate yahood ba payan dadan be sharje batriash khamush mishavad. Hala ke mosighi ebri ghat mishavad taze ehase alaghe shadidi nesbat be an dar vojodam shole var migardad. Doa mikonam ipod mo’jeze konad va hata baraye lahzeyeee yeki digar az kalamate ebri ra ke hata bad az shenidan dahha bare nemitavanam talafoz konam ra barayam labe laye mosighi melate yahood paksh konad. Goosh dadan be mosighi be zabani ke hata yek kalame az an ra nemidanid az an jahat lezat bakhshast ke mitavanid an ra harjoor ke doos darid tarjome va tafsir konid. Yadam ast in jaryan daghighan 10 sal pish zamani ke baraye avalin bar chris de burgh shenidam etefagh oftad. Chizi az English nemidanestam va to kalame in khanande irlandie arjantini tabar donbale esme haye khasi migashtam va be tanavob ham miaftam

Ipod ke ahle mo’jeze kardan nist la’aghal fabiana mi amad va az anche emrooz dar Tehran barayash gozashte bood tariff mikard va zamin asemane Tehran ra be adate rooz haye gozashte morede naghd va baresi gharar midad. faghat ipod va fabiana nistand ke dast be yeki karde and ke hale man ra begirand. Alan yadam oftad Har do khate Telephoneman ham 2 roozi hast ke ghat shode and. Inra dar bazgasht az safar be dasht-e kavir va roostayee ke shayad be monasebate mabahese siasi akhir kamelan tasadofi esmash MESR bood fahmidam. Be har hal Mokhaberat bar tabl e “dashtan boogh!” mikobad va soraydar bar salamate sim keshi dakheli. In vasat man mandam va rooyaye shirine shenidane sedaye khesh keshe modem dar lahze gozar miane sokon va harekate dade haye 0 va 1. in yadavari kafi ast ta falsafeye type kardane in loghat ke az dide narm afzare Microsoft Word hamegy daraye ghalate emlayee and, zire soale jeddi beravad. Angize avalie albate update kardan weblog boode ast ama alan ke dubare noron haye maghzam ba yekdigar etesali peyda kardand va morghe khial be samte na koja abad haye hamishegiash bal goshod. Be in fekr oftadam ke chera bayad oghate khatere web gardan ra ba teori noor afshani setaregan dar shabe Tehran va ya tosife vaziate yek shovalie baz neshaste, vakoneshe eteraz amize yek ipod an ham az noe MINI va jaye khalie fabiana ke oo ham ba hezar dalile vazeh va mobham az inja rafte ast, biazaram. Taze fabiana ham inja nist ke az khod defa konad. Rasti oo kojast

sa@ 13, inja Sao Paolo ast. Be jaye sedaye ma music mishenavid

Magasi shooreshi ba eradeyee vasf napazir hozore khod ra harekate namayeshi be fazaye monzabet, tamiz va ba class sherkat tahmil mikonad. Agar emkanash vojod dasht hatman mosahebe am ra ba oo ba in soal aghaz mikardam ke angize shoma az ghalabe bar hameye mavane va sakhti ha baraye vared shodan be in mohite tamiz va faghede hargoone ghaza az har no’ che mitavanad bashad? Javabe magas mohem nist chon hichvaght emkane chenin mosabe’eyee faraham nakhahad shod. Na be in dalil ke magas sharayete sohbat va goftegoye mostaghim ra ba man peyda nakhahad kard balke tanha be in dalil ke lahzetai pish dar barkhord faje’e bari ba shishe panjere tabaghe 29 om sherkat ke ta hade liside shodan tamiz shode bood az vez vez kardan dast bardasht va ehtemalan jan bakht. Hhhhhhheif ke forsate en’ekase tafakorate magas pish nayamad. Dokmeye HHHHHHHHH rooye keyboardam baz gir karde ast. Tazakor haye man be mas’oole computer sherkat hamchenan morede bi tavajohi gharar migirad. Soe modiriate modir bakhshe ma tanha dalile in sahl engari hast. Sare tasash az poshte sandali 100$ ash peydast. Harekatash dar jahate amoodi ke ba tanavobe yeksani tekrar mishavad in hads ra baz ham taghviat mikonad ke darad bar digar film Porno negah mikonad. Khodara shokr be dore oo va computer gonahkarash divari shisheyee keshide and. Agar Pope midanest amsale oo modire yek sherkat bozorg and hichvaght be brazil nemiamad!
Vaghty modire yek bakhsh betore amodi navasan mikonad che ma’ni darad ke karmandan be hesab rasi bepardazand ya omore edari sherkat ra saman dahand. Ya bayad mese carlos be sandali lam daham va ice tea benosham ya mese sandi ba bf am chat konam va angoshtanam ra modate madidi rooye do dokmeye : va shif + * feshar daham. Ama man na az ice tea khosham mi ayad va na. Khob mitavanam avazash ba edvardo chat konam. Mese hamishe online ast. Modathast kar hayash ra be khane mibarad. Be lebase zir va limonade rooye miz otaghash hasoodiam mishavad. Nooshidan an limonad va didane chehreye khit shode edvardo tanha va bozorgtarin arezooye emroozam ast. Email sina ham chand roozi hast ke gooshe mailboxam mande. Mitavanam mohtaviatash ra hads bezanam. Axe police hayee ke kargaran ra mizanand, ya zanani ke donbale ham mikonand va ya daneshjooyani ke sare ham arbade mikeshand. In dafe albate khabari az police, kargaran,zanan va daneshjooyan arbade kesh nist. Nemidanestam shotor ha ham dar an sarzamin moshkel darand
Baraye lahezati harekate amoodi modir, mozakhrafate zendegie edvardo, livane vajhgoon shodeye carlos, :* haye rado badal shode mian sandi va bf ash va sedaye nabehanjare motore mashinam ra ba shotor savari dar keshvare mesr avaz mikonam. Rasti sina cheghadr safar miravad. Oo aknoon kojast

5.18.2007

یکی بود، یکی نبود، یه سینایی بود

ehsas mikonam weblogam, mese khodam, har rooz bishtar az ghabl dar batlaghe tanhayee foro mire. beghadri kalamat namafhoom va agheshte ba sad ha este'are shodan ke khodamam nemifahmam chi neveshtam. ehsas mikonam az mohiti ke mano dar bar grefte door tar va door tar misham. hame chiz bi rang mishe. bi hes ba bi boo.

har az chand gahi mazboohane taghala mikonam ke daste yekio begiram bekesham biaram to donyam. mishinam takhayol mikonam. takhayole boodan. takhayol zistan. takhayole roozmaregy vaghty hozori digaro kenaram ehsas mikonam. takhayole poochi. alan hameye un chizi ke az zehne ashoob zade biroon miad se noghtast ... va bazam ... va ...
poochi tavahom va hameye vaje haye zesht o kasif. rooz ha khoobe. energy, kar, fa'aliat, jah talabia haye hamishegy... ama shab ke mishe zire bare sokot mishnavam sedaye kohne shodane jesmamo. shaba badan. inghad khastam ke dige hosele gashtan donbale mekanisme farar az in vaziato nadaram. taslim shodam. angizeyee nadaram baraye harekat. hezaran dalile aghlani mitunam biaram. be khobi mitunam anazliz konam vaziate boghranje alanamo. ama ... nemikonam. khala' zehnam mano bedarone khodesh keshide. dasto pamo takon nemidam va bi harekat dar khala shenavaram. entezaram nemikesham. entezare nejat dahande. aghrabe haye sa@ e zendegim inghad dar in entezar sanie haro rad kardan ke az kar oftadan. lahezat zendegim dar in lahze nesbat be hich etefaghi tarif nemishan. lahezati ke ta abad kesh dade shodan. in jafangiat to kalam mese makhloot kon dar hale makhlootidan charkh mikhoran va charkh mikhoran. dige majali nemimone baraye ye fenjoon chayee o ye zare fekr aghelane. taze inam age bashe, koo ye adam paye. in akhari hamoon nejat dahande mitune bashe. saket ye gooshe vaysade be harekate na monazame afkar dar makhloot kone zehnam negah mikone.

5.15.2007

an ugly mind in a beautiful desert






This time desert had a different taste. Its spirituality and sense of enchantment had no effect on my mind. While staring at the endless horizon, drowned in lust, I was touching the girl sitting next to me. I felt completely disconnected from the atmosphere surrounding me, creating my own image of leisure and lust. Poor me…

5.13.2007

5.04.2007

MADNESS


Down to every moment of mine

Her image forms in my mind

I taste pain in every breath I take


So long and dark are the shadows

Walking behind every step I take

Ruining every scene of my life


I dance in joy to these walls

Counting down moments of my life

They belong to someone other than mine


Far beyond all distances in the world

Ignoring all these meaningless scales

Her existence is defined in my mind

I feel her sitting here by my side


Sina

may 03 , 07

Stop Running


Weakness in every muscle of mine

Exhaustion is every cell of my brain

All hopes, struggles been in vein


Too tired to begin dreaming again

I wanna be a frozen image

In this world running so fast


Like that picture hung on the wall

Or that music collapsed in the memories

For centuries


I don’t wanna forget

I don’t wanna be forgotten

In the pages turned by time

5.03.2007

هنرها هم گرفتار شد

من قصد نداشتم راجح به وقایع اخیر دانشگاهها چیزی بنویسم. مملکت ایران دیگر کار از کارش گذشته است و این که فلان دانشجو را کتک زدند یا فلان دانشگاه گفت با لباس زیر تو خوابگاه نگردید، دیگر واکنش خاصی را نمی طلبد

(sharmande man type farsim faje ast! azinja be ba'desh be fingilish!)

ama gooya damane tote'e va siah bazie niroo haye ... be honar haye ziba ham keshide shode! digar az honar haye ziba mazloom tar jayee dasteshan nayamad ta berizan va mohite arame daneshkade ra moteshanej konand! honarhaye ziba ke tahala aram tarin daneshkade daneshgah tehran dar 70 sal akhir bode! na tazahorati, na tajamoyee, na ... fa'alin siasi sh ro ham ke az bikh aghim karde and ke hata jorat nemikonand dar khafa bahse siasi konanad!
(ehtemalan tahdideshan karde and ke agar ye bar digar bahse siasi konand, shajare nameshan ra kolan DELETE mikonand az bikh!)
basijian gerami dar hamahangi va sazmandehi bi sabegheiii in rooz ha az police 110 zoodtar be mahale dargiri va monaze'at miresand, va pas az moshakhas shodan mahale hamle otobos otobos ye mahale mazboor yooresh avarde va niroo haye nakhodi ( bedone rish o pashm) ra zarbe fanni mikonanad va ta bimarestani shodan taraf rezayat nemidahand. 8 sobh nashriye anjoman eslami ro ja'l kardand, 10 sobh lashgare baradaran va khaharan basiji daneshgahe poli technic ro mohasere mikone, va yegane mehrvarzi, jelo cheshme entezamat damar az roozegare anjoman eslamia dar miare.

raje be in mozo e jadid honar haye ziba ham. aslan didan daneshjooyan chador chaghchool to honar haye ziba jaye ta'ajob dare. 99.99999% ina ba 1000 joor sahmie haye ajib gharib va enteghali mian to honar ha faghat baraye inke class haro control konan va havaseshoon bashe in honarmandane ziba sooti haye siasi o farhangi nadan! faghat khoshbakhtane saro kalashoon to departman mosighi va ta'atr peyda nemishe onam chon in departman ha kolan az bikh haram hastan dar eslame nabe mohamadiiii!
inke ye ostade az donya bikhabari ye hamchin sooti mide to class va tarafam basijie 6 atishe az ab dar miad che rabti dare be jaryan haye sazmandehi shode o bar andazi narmo mozakhrafate dige!!! shayadam oon ostade az amrica o isreal o UK o jahaye dige pool grefte boode ke ye tare mooye dokhtararo bekeshe!!!

agha! be goh keshidan mamlekato... boosh donyaro vardasht!
zanaro zadan! badam chador taneshoon kardan!
moalemaro zendani kardan
daneshjoo haro lato par frestadan bimarestan ke setare dar beshan!
ba batom mehrvarzi kardan kargararo
tange bolaghio ghargh kardan va 30 ta hotel mikhan besazan to jebhe ha!

be khoda ba ye gale goosfandam inuri raftar koni shaki mishe!

link ISNA: http://www.isna.ir/Main/NewsView.aspx?ID=News-916603&Lang=P

4.28.2007

Saturday April 28 2007 11:27 PM

She has become an illusion. walking, talking, sharing every moment with me. She came without my permission. she didn't ask if she could stay. I see her walkin ahead of me. returning me smiles. I stare at the mirror to check my wet eyes. my smiling lips and figure out if i am happy, if i am not. she has changed alot since i met her. we are much closer to each other now. we dont need long conversations to understand each other. just a glance. I read her eyes. she reads mine. I lie about her very often. I lie to myself these days. I know I shouldn't think. All I do is to imagine. her. her smile, and her words. time is meaningless to me. I am floating in time. many years have passed. many years I lived with her. we know each other very well now. I got used to that illusion following me down that path to metro. atlast i got some one to hold my hand. to whisper in my ears. to share feelings.
unlike other dreams, other feelings, other illusions, she hasnt vaporised in the heat of my daily rationality. since she came, I knew she is here to stay. I want it this way. I have surrendered all the logics I had to this passion. I dont care about the prices I have to pay. she is priceless. I don't know how far we will walk today. she is endless. Have you ever exprienced the moments attached to eternity?
I see her everywhere. I smell her all the time. she is there when I work, when I eat, when I sleep. It is all time invasion. the sweetest invader. I deeply feel the pleasure of surrendering myself to an illusion. is she real? was she real? will she be real? you may ask.
tell me if I am mad. I feel being few steps away. I dont see any end. the road is streched to horizon for me. very clear.
I always wanted to choose the kind of life I desire. my kind. not the one imposed on me. what do you suggest? is she honest with me?

مجله معماری و شهرسازی_ شماره 85_زمستان 1385_ تهران 2050


تحولات عصر حاضر با وقايع دوران مدرن درتظاهر قدرت‌نمايي تكنولوژي و سايه افكندن ماشين بر زندگي بشر، يكسان مي‌مانند، اما يك تفاوت مهم دراين ميان، انساني بودن گونه‌اي از تكنولوژي است كه امروزه جهان را درنورديده است. ارتباطات و اطلاعات، اين داده‌هاي كيلوبايتي هستند كه اكنون جاي چرخ دنده‌ها و بتن آرمه را گرفته‌اند، داده‌هايي كه تك تك قوانين حاكم بر جوامع انساني را بازتعريف مي‌‌كنند. اگر ظهور ماشين درزندگي بشر را به مانند روشن شدن مشعلي بنگريم، اكنون درقرن بيست ويكم با يك انفجار مواجهيم.
اينترنت هرگونه محدويت مربوط به مكان را از ميان برداشته است، اين كه صميمي‌ترين دوستان شما دركشورهايي دور زندگي كنند وهرشب با شما از طريق اينترنت درتماس باشند امري عادي و معمول است.
علاوه بر ازميان برداشته شدن محدوديتها، ساختار مكان نيز ازحالت فيزيكي و مادي بصورت مجازي درخواهد آمد، واژگاني چون " سایت، آدرس و چت روم"، با اينكه ريشه در جهان واقعي دارند. اما در واقع نام آنها تنها چيزي است كه از دنياي واقعي باقي مانده است و هرآنچه را كه در سایت ها و چت روم ها مي‌بينیم تماماً مجازي است. تصور و ادراك ذهني انسان نيز از مكان بطور كامل دگرگون خواهد شد. سایت در اينترنت فضايي مجازي است كه بجاي واحد متر مربع با گيگا بايت اندازه گيري مي شود! ديگر تصور فيزيكي اين واژگان معناي خود را از دست داده‌اند.
هویت امروز من با صفحات وبلاگم تعریف می شود، آدرس من همان ایمیل ام است. مجموعه فایلهایم در هارد دیسک نوت بوک شخصیم حافظه تاریخی ام را بوجود می آورد
فعاليتهاي تجاري، فروشگاههاي زنجيره‌اي ، آموزش وپروش و تحصيلات عالي، از نوع آنلاین ، گونه‌اي نوين از زندگي روزمره را براي انسان قرن بيست و يكم تعريف مي‌كند.
مغازه‌هاي مجازي درتمام ساعات شبانه روز محصولات و كالاهاي خود را به مشتريان آنلاین ارائه مي كنند. دولت مجازي و ادارات بطور شبانه روزی دراينترنت به مراجعه كنندگان خدمات ارائه مي‌دهند.هم اكنون بزرگترين فروشگاههاي مجازي جهان تنها از انبارهاي عظيمي تشكيل شده‌اند كه مملو از ميليونها كالا هستند. فرآيند ديدن كالا، سفارش، خريد وپرداخت، كاملاً دراينترنت انجام مي‌شود. اين فروشگاهها از طريق يك پايگاه مركزي وبا استفاده از شبكه جهاني اينترنت، تمامي دنيا را تحت نفوذ خود قرارداده‌اند. تقريباً هيچ يك از شغلهاي موجود در شهرهاي امروزي از نفوذ و امكانات مجازي اينترنت در امان نمانده‌اند. حتي شركتهاي خدماتي سفارش سرويس خود را بصورت آنلاین دريافت مي كنند. مفهوم كار بطور بنيادين درحال دگرگوني است. درصورتي كه زندگي آنلاین در آينده جايگزين زندگي سنتي شود، تصور اينكه مكانهايي چون مغازه، بازار، پاساژ، بانك وكتابخانه ديگر در شهرها ديده نشوند دور از ذهن نخواهد بود.
درلحظه اتصال به اينترنت قيود زمان و مكان بي‌معنا می شوند. امروز وقتي زمان و مكان معنای فضایي گذشته را از دست داده‌اند، چگونه است كه خانه، اداره، مدرسه، ميدان وپارك و خيابان بايد همچنان با معناي سنتي‌شان تعريف شوند؟!

4.24.2007

Armenians Protest agains Turkey-Esfehan today








photos by me

Back on the track!


از سمت چپ: فرهاد احمدی، محسن حبیبی، ناشناس!، وزیر مسکن

در بخش مسابقه پروژه های دانشجویی نخستین همایش ملی معماری و طراحی شهری (وزارت مسکن و شهرسازی) ،کار گروهی مهدی عزیزخانی، سوده محمدی و من رتبه اول را کسب کرد


داوران مهدی حجت، محسن حبیبی،شیخ زین الدین، مظفر (رییس دانشگاه هنر اصفهان) و ... بودند

4.15.2007

26

today i was walking on the clouds. today i noticed her walking by my side, cheking everything with strange curasity. today every little thing had a spiritual taste to me.

it was raining. tehran's weather never been this nice, they said this on TV. she also told that straight to me.

we walked down the path i used to walk lonely everyday. everything was different while i was with her.

just, sometimes the tears came, when i realized i am fighting all the distances in the world.

free of matter of time, free of matter of place, we walked hand in hand through eternity.

just the tears came when some one asked me an address and brought me back to reality...

4.11.2007

Her (II)

Far far away
I dream her smile
Pouring joy on my face
And her hands
Calming down my body
I dream reality

Louder and louder
I hear them laughing at me
I’m that pissed off clown
In this circus of life
Changing his destiny

Against all the reasons
Shaping the logic
Of your rational mind
Formed within feeling less digits

There is the revolution
Of feelings in my modern world
Attached to brain malfunction

I stare at all the solid laws
I built my life upon
Melting into the air

I wish I could melt also
So that wind could take me
To that far far away…

Sina Mesdaghi
March 31, 2007

a poem

Sweetest Lies

Last night
I saw her
In my dream
She came to me

She held me tight
Whispered in my ear
I clearly heard that
She loves me

Last night
I dreamed her
It was so real
She was so happy

I could feel
The sweetness of her hands
Warming mine
Promising loyalty

Last night
I saw her by the bars
Brought me the key
Whispered in the wind
I am at last free

I followed her smiles
She faked for me
In that garden of joy
Every moment was linked
To eternity

Last night
Never put my head down to rest
Never dreamed of her
I must confess

Last night
I wept in the memory of her
In the absence of stars
Moon was my only beholder

Sina Mesdaghi
April 1, 2007

4.06.2007

Vienna from a different point of view





!!!
yes! its Vienna!

hug for free

Kurds protesting


Julia and Stefan at University of Wien


به مک دونالد نزدیک می شوید

راه قطب از برزیل می گذرد

Barcelona!

Grande Arche-La Defence-Paris

Chopin's tomb-Paris


Versailles


Louvre museum toilet!-Paris



!!!


Barcelona





3.30.2007

Disconnected

perhabs my cave would be the best place for me to end my long trip. where I reach the begining again. where it all started. my ambition to conquer my world. Now back in my cave. where i defined the bounderies of my world far beyond the walls of my room. where i learned that free of matter of time and place I can reach beyond. its silence bother me no longer as there are so many images on the walls, talkin, walkin, shouting and smiling. Living as a dreamer is not an easy task. I live in kina spiritual world. every little thing comes up with big meanings. its been a long time that i didnt have such exprience of emotional life. it has all been reasons, logics and rationality. now its all gone. and new dreams are forming in my mind, this time they are wilder!!!


everything which is solid, melts into the air!

3.19.2007