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11.28.2005
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10.14.2005
SOMEWHERE IN YOUR EYES
Come come come baby!
I’m lost somewhere!
Since the time you threw me away!
Come come baby!
Take my hand
I’m buried in my castle in sand!
You stepped on me
You never heard me break
You never felt my hands shake!
Was that hand with red roses?
Or was it that thought in your mind?
I wonder why did u push me aside?
I’m that shadow running behind you
I’m that voice shouting in you ears
Or those hands trembling in fears
In every mirror you look
I’m present in every photo of yours
It’s me smiling in your eyes
Tearing apart the memories
Cutting off my head in that old photo
I’m in every drop of water you look into
Come come baby
Like that toy you lost in your childhood
I am that forsaken memory of yours
Re-open you eyes and believe in my words…
SINA MESDAGHI
OCT 14, 05
2:15 AM
I’m lost somewhere!
Since the time you threw me away!
Come come baby!
Take my hand
I’m buried in my castle in sand!
You stepped on me
You never heard me break
You never felt my hands shake!
Was that hand with red roses?
Or was it that thought in your mind?
I wonder why did u push me aside?
I’m that shadow running behind you
I’m that voice shouting in you ears
Or those hands trembling in fears
In every mirror you look
I’m present in every photo of yours
It’s me smiling in your eyes
Tearing apart the memories
Cutting off my head in that old photo
I’m in every drop of water you look into
Come come baby
Like that toy you lost in your childhood
I am that forsaken memory of yours
Re-open you eyes and believe in my words…
SINA MESDAGHI
OCT 14, 05
2:15 AM
9.10.2005
9.09.2005
Never came true
And I saw myself
In shining armor
Riding my horse
To my lover
I saw myself
Handsome and healthy
My eyes were so attractive
Had blonde hair and were happy
I hugged her
I kissed my lover
Everything seemed
To me so real!
never wanted to end
The sense of joy
I could deeply feel
The dreams had come true
When she whispered into my ear
That she loves me too
Waving my hands…
For thousands cheering for me
Come, come my lover…
Dance with me…
Crossed the borders of reality
This is no dream
I’ll never be awaken
I have sex
I kiss and I hug
I don’t wanna be awaken
By the clock,
There shouldn’t be any morning
The night shall last forever
…
In my bed I feel pity
For that shivering body of mine
The sun has come up
Soon, new day will begun
I see my senseless lips
Curved in the form of a smile
Thinking of the dream I had
Never reached beyond reality bars
New day has begun
My dreams are gone
The dreams I built my life upon.
SINA MESDAGHI
SEP. 07 05
In shining armor
Riding my horse
To my lover
I saw myself
Handsome and healthy
My eyes were so attractive
Had blonde hair and were happy
I hugged her
I kissed my lover
Everything seemed
To me so real!
never wanted to end
The sense of joy
I could deeply feel
The dreams had come true
When she whispered into my ear
That she loves me too
Waving my hands…
For thousands cheering for me
Come, come my lover…
Dance with me…
Crossed the borders of reality
This is no dream
I’ll never be awaken
I have sex
I kiss and I hug
I don’t wanna be awaken
By the clock,
There shouldn’t be any morning
The night shall last forever
…
In my bed I feel pity
For that shivering body of mine
The sun has come up
Soon, new day will begun
I see my senseless lips
Curved in the form of a smile
Thinking of the dream I had
Never reached beyond reality bars
New day has begun
My dreams are gone
The dreams I built my life upon.
SINA MESDAGHI
SEP. 07 05
8.29.2005
GET LOST
I shall run again…
Faster and faster
get myself lost
I shall not find myself again…
There must be desert
Vast enough
I must be never found again…
There must be a day
I look back at my life
looking for that wrong turn
don’t trace my track
these footprints are fake
the path, leads you to my mistakes
never believe
that smile shining on my lips
nor that brightness in my eyes
don’t waste your days
in the search with no use
I’m the book you must close
Buried somewhere
In the dreams of yesterday
Under the path, you’re taking today…
Sina Mesdaghi
Aug 29 05
Faster and faster
get myself lost
I shall not find myself again…
There must be desert
Vast enough
I must be never found again…
There must be a day
I look back at my life
looking for that wrong turn
don’t trace my track
these footprints are fake
the path, leads you to my mistakes
never believe
that smile shining on my lips
nor that brightness in my eyes
don’t waste your days
in the search with no use
I’m the book you must close
Buried somewhere
In the dreams of yesterday
Under the path, you’re taking today…
Sina Mesdaghi
Aug 29 05
8.24.2005
River of Love
That river of love is passing by house
I’m that lonely miller
Watching the wheels
Counting my moments
Seated on that old wooden chair
I think about
That love running forever
In that river of life
We shall believe
These wheels rotating forever
For that I must be alive
For that I am meant to survive
One day I shall leave my mill
Jumping into the river
united with the dreams
I used to live with
Come jump with me
Come lets go free
In that river of love
The circling emotions
the eternal dreams
and the endless rotations of the wheels
there is a river of love
running by my dreams
I’m that lonely miller
watching the wheels…
SINA MESDAGHI
AUG 24 05
I’m that lonely miller
Watching the wheels
Counting my moments
Seated on that old wooden chair
I think about
That love running forever
In that river of life
We shall believe
These wheels rotating forever
For that I must be alive
For that I am meant to survive
One day I shall leave my mill
Jumping into the river
united with the dreams
I used to live with
Come jump with me
Come lets go free
In that river of love
The circling emotions
the eternal dreams
and the endless rotations of the wheels
there is a river of love
running by my dreams
I’m that lonely miller
watching the wheels…
SINA MESDAGHI
AUG 24 05
7.31.2005
7.22.2005
Naked Sky
I don’t wanna wait
To see that dream
Die in the corner of my room
Don’t wanna be
The eyes of the beholder
Behind the window
Don’t wanna be that plane
Passing through the clouds
Don’t wanna be like that crow
Sitting on the roof
Looking at the people in disgust
Don’t wanna stay on the edge
Hesitating to go inside
Don’t wanna ignore
Every little sense that I find
I wanna go, touch every tree
In that old alley, walking in the town
Understanding every moment of the dawn
When the sky’s giving birth to the sun
Sharing every minute of joy and pain
With people in the street
Away from my room
My world’s out there
Where the sun the meets the mountains
When the stars smile at me
With the world of inspirations
In the ecstasy of
The ultimate imagination
The freedom of my mind
I love to sleep under the naked sky
Sina Mesdaghi
July 20, 2005
To see that dream
Die in the corner of my room
Don’t wanna be
The eyes of the beholder
Behind the window
Don’t wanna be that plane
Passing through the clouds
Don’t wanna be like that crow
Sitting on the roof
Looking at the people in disgust
Don’t wanna stay on the edge
Hesitating to go inside
Don’t wanna ignore
Every little sense that I find
I wanna go, touch every tree
In that old alley, walking in the town
Understanding every moment of the dawn
When the sky’s giving birth to the sun
Sharing every minute of joy and pain
With people in the street
Away from my room
My world’s out there
Where the sun the meets the mountains
When the stars smile at me
With the world of inspirations
In the ecstasy of
The ultimate imagination
The freedom of my mind
I love to sleep under the naked sky
Sina Mesdaghi
July 20, 2005
6.10.2005
24
Reading my shadow walking on the wall
Looking at the window
Watching the cars as they pass by…
Today, they sky was so beautiful
I told that to the man in the car
24 years old…
I’m talking about the shadow on the wall
I’m talking about the clouds in my sky
About what I told that man in the car…
24 years old…
talking about that innocence in my words
talking about that honesty I believed
talking about confession of broken vows
24 years old…
I’m talking about those bars on my window
Talking about that pillow wet of my cry
All about that boy, with no star in the sky
24 years old…
talking about that road with no end
talking about that mad runner in rain
and those shameful hands in red…
24 years I dreamed of love
24 years that I’ve left behind
24 years …
thinking of my past
dreaming of future
waiting so that some one may
bring me today…
SINA MESDAGHI
JUNE 10, 05
2:02 AM
Looking at the window
Watching the cars as they pass by…
Today, they sky was so beautiful
I told that to the man in the car
24 years old…
I’m talking about the shadow on the wall
I’m talking about the clouds in my sky
About what I told that man in the car…
24 years old…
talking about that innocence in my words
talking about that honesty I believed
talking about confession of broken vows
24 years old…
I’m talking about those bars on my window
Talking about that pillow wet of my cry
All about that boy, with no star in the sky
24 years old…
talking about that road with no end
talking about that mad runner in rain
and those shameful hands in red…
24 years I dreamed of love
24 years that I’ve left behind
24 years …
thinking of my past
dreaming of future
waiting so that some one may
bring me today…
SINA MESDAGHI
JUNE 10, 05
2:02 AM
5.04.2005
The Rose, Smiling Clouds and You
I am walking
I am dreaming
In that path of tall trees painted in green again,
They shall narrate my story one day,
Of that boy,
These poems and that love
Which comes and goes
Like that color in the trees of the fall
Like that smiling clouds, some big, some small
Is that real? That rose in my hands?
Is that true? That dream in my mind?
Is that possible? That ambition in my eyes?
Is that obvious? That feeling in my heart?
More like a joke, I see you laughing at me,
More like a game, I see you not believing in me,
BELIEVE…
For that these trees may never go green again
For that these clouds won’t smile at me tomorrow
But they all will see us dancing in the rain
And I will float in the space lighter than before,
In evening, of a good day, I’ll drink tea and talk with you,
Now you are a spaceman too…
Sina Mesdaghi
April 29,05
I am dreaming
In that path of tall trees painted in green again,
They shall narrate my story one day,
Of that boy,
These poems and that love
Which comes and goes
Like that color in the trees of the fall
Like that smiling clouds, some big, some small
Is that real? That rose in my hands?
Is that true? That dream in my mind?
Is that possible? That ambition in my eyes?
Is that obvious? That feeling in my heart?
More like a joke, I see you laughing at me,
More like a game, I see you not believing in me,
BELIEVE…
For that these trees may never go green again
For that these clouds won’t smile at me tomorrow
But they all will see us dancing in the rain
And I will float in the space lighter than before,
In evening, of a good day, I’ll drink tea and talk with you,
Now you are a spaceman too…
Sina Mesdaghi
April 29,05
4.23.2005
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unfinished...
I shall cry louder
You may hear my tears
I shall pray harder
You may think of my hands
I shall admit my madness
You may ignore my wisdom
I wont deny my weakness
You may underestimate my strength
Unfinished…
Sina
April 06. 05
You may hear my tears
I shall pray harder
You may think of my hands
I shall admit my madness
You may ignore my wisdom
I wont deny my weakness
You may underestimate my strength
Unfinished…
Sina
April 06. 05
