a poem

Ground Zero

here is where
angels died
when it begun

I left my soul
among ugly walls
castigated

the vaporized beliefs
filled the air that
I breathe today

watched the sacred
in delusion of my lust
humiliated

sworn to the banner
fought for faded colors
it never begun

in constant doubt
if I was thinking
or I just thought

wrong venerated hero
stuck in illusions
still on ground zero

October 20 2007

re-edited with photoshop

Barcelona

Barcelona

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My photography Exprience

St. Peter Rome

Square Catalania Barcelona

St. Peter Rome

My Photography Exprience

Golden Roads of Tehran

Saints - Wien Austria

Architecture: Urban Book Garden

Early Concept

Structure Idea

Urban Space + Library + Botanic Garden = Urban Book Garden

Unrealized Project, Tehran, October 2007, Sina Mesdaghi

...

the reality of the fake smiles
takes some time to discover
they gave to me

its easy to believe in lies
in this innocent mind
they poured on me

have you ever thought
if there is any point
discovering the minds?

have you ever
given yourself a chance
To see beyond?

پلیس ضد شورش با باتوم و گاز فلفل سال جدید تحصیلی رو به دانشجویان تبریک گفت

Anti Ahmadinejad Student Protest - University of Tehran - Oct 09, 2007

پرسپولیس 2- ذوب آهن 1

mahdi bakhshian goft berim stadium, goftam berim!

jaye faraz khali!!!

IRANIAN TOEFL IBT!!!

va ma raftim dar jome'ee ke gozasht emtehan toefl bedim dar moaseseiii nashenakhte dar shomale teroon! nokate jalebi dar sabte nam va sepas emtehan dadan etefagh oftad ke bad nis begam inja!

1. dalili ke man in moasese ro entekhab kardam in bood ke fasele addressesh ta khoneye ma(zafar) 10 min piade bood. vaghty be address mazboor raftam behem goftan ke in address postie va khode moasese dar s'adatabad mibashad!

2. emtehan dar 2 otagh etefagh oftad! otaghe aval shekle yek coffee net bedune partision bandi va otaghe dovom amalan fazaye edari moasese mazboor bood ke az computer hash dar an jome ke tatil ast!(!!!) baraye greftane emtehane toefl IBT (Ikbiri Bozdele Tarso) estefade mishod.

3. afrad yek be yek bayad ba'd az greftan ax ba webcam login mishodan dar server toefl tavasote masoole ETS! in prose 2 sa@ be tool anjamid, yani faseleye beyne shoro emtehane nafare aval ta akhar 2 sa@ bood.

3. zang mobile masoole EST ke modam dar hale davidan az in computer be oon computer bood besyar ghashang bood!

4. hodom nimi az emtehan dahandegan pey dar pey log out! mishodand az system!

5. edeyee headphoneshan kar nemikard va edeyee microphoneshan!

6. man tanha kasi bodam ke log out nashodam va headphone va microphone sayer chizhayam dorost kar kardand faghat 2 min mande bood ke essay am tamam konam BARGH raft! masoole EST be tarze ajibi be takapoo oftad va ba khodash harf mizad! :D va in dar hali bood ke kaf karde bodand va nemidanestand bayad chenoo ehsasi az khod boroz dahand, ba talashe ajibe masoole ETS server bala amad va namayande ETS dar halike har 5 sanie ye bar be emtehan dahandegan in omidvari ra midad ke "ma inja CASH darim" va man nemidanam in CASH chi ast , dar hale log on kardan maha bood ke BAZ BARGH RAFT!

7. namayande ETS sigari roshan kard!

8. man tanha kasi bodam ke ba'd az re-login kardan ham essay ii ke neveshte bodam bala amad va ham bedune moshkel emtehan ra be payan resandam va farar kardam:D

9. ba'd az relogin doosti ke kenare man neshaste bood be nagah dar hale arbade zadan be samte rahroo ba masoole EST david!!! gooya pagi ke dar an dashte essay minveshte bala amade boode ama na khabari az matne type shode ghabl boode va na jayee ke aslan beshe chizi type kard, tanha onsoore fa'al dar safhe CLOCK aziz bode!!!

10. toosie akhlaghi : dar entekhabe moasese toefl bishtar deghat konid!

11. toosie strategic: az break time be khubi estefade konid, say konid zamane khod ra joori tanzim konid ta break time shoma ba break time azizan marboote yeki shavad!

old smiles!

جلسه دوستی معماری و عمران! دانشگاه فردوسی مشهد 1382

ba salam o salavat bar shoma va khanevadetan!

didane TV dar rooz haye akhir besyar maserat bakhsh va shad boode, be hamrahe pedare gerami koli mikhandim. dar kenare bayanate baradar ahmadi nejad ke hamvare maye shadie, akhbare in rooza ham vaghean shad karde maro.

diruz: emroz az zan e dezfuli ke dar jaryane jang iran va eragh tanha ba choobdasti khod dar barabare nezamiane ba'si moghavemat kard va chandi az anan ra be halakat resand tajlil shod!!!
khabarnegar akhbare sa@ 2 hata raft mosahebe ham kard ba shirzane mazboor! dar halike ke tasvire shirzan dar hale sohbat ba gozareshgar TV dar kenare in kanal ab va khako khol pakhsh mishod, tasvir ham ba khalaghiate ajibe kargardan tirip ghadimio SEPIA shod va zan e(pir zane fe'li) nahve be halakat resandane ba'sian ro toozih midad. agahan pas az baresi haye besyar be in natije residan ke halaati ke in zan mitavaneste ba choobdastiash araghi hara be halak beresanad be gharar zirand:

1. zane mazboor lokht paride vasat khiabun va ranande tanke eraghi havash part shode va sarbazan eraghi ra zir grefte!
2. sarbazane eraghi bar sare tajavoz be zane mazkoor davayeshan shode va ham digar ra koshte and!
3. choob dasti zane mazboor mese choobdasti hazrate moosa tabdil be ejdeha shode va sarbazan eraghi ra ba tankeshan ye ja ghooort dade.

dar har hal zane mazboor gofte ast ke agar bazam motejavezan(amrikayee ehtemalan) bar digar be shahrash pa begozarand baz ham ye kari mikonad ye seri az motejavezan halak shavand!

Khabar dovom: akhbare sa@ 9 shab: mardome bolivi dar esteghbal az mahmod ahmadi nejad be farsi marg bar amrika faryad zadand!!! (mano babam mordim bade in khabar diige)
agahan harchi jeloye khodeshan ra greftand ke raje be khabar ezhare nazar nakonand nashod!!!
pisbini mishavad ke jome hafteye ayande sherkat konandegan dar namaz jome tehran be espaniayee marg bar amrika faryad bezanand! va begoyand rooberoo amade bash roober oo amade bash! (manzor keshvare haye amrikaye latin jahate shirin karie badi).

akharin khabaram ke lahezati ghabl behem resid in bood ke mozoe tarh4 memari daneshgah tehran namayeshgahe golo giahe (nabayad bekhandam inja tohin mishe asatid barjaste). yadame mozoe tarkib 2 ma bood!!!

Whys

inja mikham faghat dar e del konam!

khoneye harki raftam ya shabake haye mahvarashun parazit nadare ya besyar kam! va taghriban kanal hayee ro ba dastgahe recieveri ham modele male ma migiran ke man salhast dige nadidam!!! ba inke reciever o update o karaye dige kardam. ba in hal kole kanal ha az sa@ 12 1 be ba'd parazite!

internet man kheily jaleb amal mikone. yahoo 360 taghriban faghat 2 3 sa@ dar shabe rooz dorost miad bala, baghie oghat ya kolan bala nemiad ya agaram miad axaro baz nemikone. sobha ham blogger.com bala nemiad!!!

akhe chera?! chera baghie injuri nistan?! chera faghat mahale ma to kole tehran ADSL nemidan
:((
chera masjede baghal(onvare koche ma ke taze ham eftetah shode) bedune tavajoh be monasebat ye zarb sob ta sob! noohe mizare ba tahe volume!!!
har ki ta sho'aye 50 kilometri mimire in masjede ma marasemesho migiran!
cheraaaa?!

chera onvare kooche ye daftare ezdevaj baz shode va ma bayad sedaye boogh va shadi ensan haye hayejunz adaro ke zire panjere otaghe man rad mishano beshnavam!??

akhe vaghean chera?!

Some place only rebels go!

At the heart of Tehran, Jomhori Street, a narrow deadend alley. at one corner you see a newly built mosque with all the lights and propagandic facade!!! at the other dark corner, there is a little door, a policeman and an armenian official guarding it! you cross the door and you enter under the city's skin!!!

you encounter wild people talking in the language you don't know! you see the culture that you are not familiar with. gurls with no scarf! the people you will never recognize in tehran streets, they are among us walking everywhere! under the photos of islamic revolution leaders, you hear drums, and IRON MAIDEN and METALLICA songs chanted by hundreds of armenian-iranians. Strange people who speak farsi the same as you do, have to do military service! and the funny thing is that these people are free to perform rock concerts, drink alchohol and have mixed gurls and guys parties!!!

no muslims are allowed to be in these underground places. you should not know, islamic republic doesnt want you to see and know. the cencorship is not only in media, music and art, its everywhere, every inch of this country is cencored, islamic republic means cencorship. But filtering and cencorship should not a big deal for us. if we want, if we decide to join the REBELION.

there are alot of things going on under the city skin, there are so many invisible cities in Tehran. you just have to be a brave explorer to find out what is going on around you, may be a few blocks away!

YEAH IT'S TEHRAN, ISLAMIC REPUBLIC OF IRAN

ARMENIANS UNDERGROUND ROCK CONCERT

TEHRAN TONIGHT!

I WAS ILLIGALLY INVITED!

THERE IS ALWAYS A REBEL AMONG YOU!