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ehsas mikonam weblogam, mese khodam, har rooz bishtar az ghabl dar batlaghe tanhayee foro mire. beghadri kalamat namafhoom va agheshte ba sad ha este'are shodan ke khodamam nemifahmam chi neveshtam. ehsas mikonam az mohiti ke mano dar bar grefte door tar va door tar misham. hame chiz bi rang mishe. bi hes ba bi boo.

har az chand gahi mazboohane taghala mikonam ke daste yekio begiram bekesham biaram to donyam. mishinam takhayol mikonam. takhayole boodan. takhayol zistan. takhayole roozmaregy vaghty hozori digaro kenaram ehsas mikonam. takhayole poochi. alan hameye un chizi ke az zehne ashoob zade biroon miad se noghtast ... va bazam ... va ...
poochi tavahom va hameye vaje haye zesht o kasif. rooz ha khoobe. energy, kar, fa'aliat, jah talabia haye hamishegy... ama shab ke mishe zire bare sokot mishnavam sedaye kohne shodane jesmamo. shaba badan. inghad khastam ke dige hosele gashtan donbale mekanisme farar az in vaziato nadaram. taslim shodam. angizeyee nadaram baraye harekat. hezaran dalile aghlani mitunam biaram. be khobi mitunam anazliz konam vaziate boghranje alanamo. ama ... nemikonam. khala' zehnam mano bedarone khodesh keshide. dasto pamo takon nemidam va bi harekat dar khala shenavaram. entezaram nemikesham. entezare nejat dahande. aghrabe haye sa@ e zendegim inghad dar in entezar sanie haro rad kardan ke az kar oftadan. lahezat zendegim dar in lahze nesbat be hich etefaghi tarif nemishan. lahezati ke ta abad kesh dade shodan. in jafangiat to kalam mese makhloot kon dar hale makhlootidan charkh mikhoran va charkh mikhoran. dige majali nemimone baraye ye fenjoon chayee o ye zare fekr aghelane. taze inam age bashe, koo ye adam paye. in akhari hamoon nejat dahande mitune bashe. saket ye gooshe vaysade be harekate na monazame afkar dar makhloot kone zehnam negah mikone.