The fooling reality

I wish I could write

Better words, than that I said yesterday


I wish I could see

Better world, than that of I see today,


And that there will be

Some new toys, girls, that keep me busy,


I wish I never know

That there is a prison

That I am destined to be free


I wish I never had heard

Those words walking behind me

I wish I would never see

Those eyes staring at me


These bars are too real

These lies are too clear


I am taught to believe

I am taught to ignore

…

one moment plz…

now…

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE

In my island in ocean of doubt

JUST LAUGH AT THE SADNESS OF THAT CLOWN

In that circus somewhere between smiles and tears


Don’t trust your eyes

You are fooled with reality


Don’t believe in the hands you shake

You are so alone among millions in your society


It’s hard to touch the lies

You are pouring at me today


Labeling others with lust and ignorance

Now the mirror’s too shy to reflect my face


Floating in my room,

somewhere among the layers of conscious


feels good, not being me any more,

I wonder, what steps I took before


I am that clown

tortured by your laughter

I am that balloon

You never ran after………


SINA MESDAGHI
MARCH 2, 05