Fooled by their reality

Don’t you wanna believe?!

All the lies I tell you today

The lies seem to me too real


Don’t you wanna see?

I, seeking the world for glory

I, turning the pages of my destiny


I let the door open

I asked you to come inside


I let my heart open

I asked you to believe in me


I told you the truth, I found in tears yesterday…………

You are fooled by their reality….


Don’t you wanna feel?

The pain of emotions

Jailed with my wisdom


Don’t you wanna touch?

The reality of the words these walls say

Seen all the tears of that clown


Did you ever read?

What those kids wrote in black

What they wrote in my heart


Did you ever know?

That I didn’t cry so that

I wouldn’t tear their drawings apart?


I asked you to believe in me

I admit its not that easy

You are fooled by their reality.

SINA MESDAGHI
MARCH 04, 05

The fooling reality

I wish I could write

Better words, than that I said yesterday


I wish I could see

Better world, than that of I see today,


And that there will be

Some new toys, girls, that keep me busy,


I wish I never know

That there is a prison

That I am destined to be free


I wish I never had heard

Those words walking behind me

I wish I would never see

Those eyes staring at me


These bars are too real

These lies are too clear


I am taught to believe

I am taught to ignore

…

one moment plz…

now…

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE

In my island in ocean of doubt

JUST LAUGH AT THE SADNESS OF THAT CLOWN

In that circus somewhere between smiles and tears


Don’t trust your eyes

You are fooled with reality


Don’t believe in the hands you shake

You are so alone among millions in your society


It’s hard to touch the lies

You are pouring at me today


Labeling others with lust and ignorance

Now the mirror’s too shy to reflect my face


Floating in my room,

somewhere among the layers of conscious


feels good, not being me any more,

I wonder, what steps I took before


I am that clown

tortured by your laughter

I am that balloon

You never ran after………


SINA MESDAGHI
MARCH 2, 05

All Mine

Pushing the dead keys on keyboard

I want my words

Complicated as they would never understand


I want my world

Small as they wont be able to touch


I want my dreams

Far faraway as they wont be able to see


I want my ambition

Too too much big as they wont be able to imagine


I don’t wanna imagine

What is out there

Behind the curtain


I don’t wanna know

What they say

Behind me


Let it be

A secret just between my fingers

And the keyboard staring at me!

SINA MESDAGHI
NOV 26 04