Emarat Narenjestan, Shiraz, Iran 

The Temple of Anahita, Goddess of Water, Bishapour, Iran 

2 columns, the story of the ancient city of Bishapour is written on them 

Emarat Narenjestan, Shiraz, Iran 

Jalal, Student of Lanscape Architecure, looks at the ruins of "Bishapour" 

ERAM (paradise) Graden, Shiraz, Iran 

the walls of ancien city of "Bishapour" Sasani Persian Empire  

SOMEWHERE IN YOUR EYES

Come come come baby!

I’m lost somewhere!

Since the time you threw me away!


Come come baby!

Take my hand

I’m buried in my castle in sand!


You stepped on me

You never heard me break

You never felt my hands shake!


Was that hand with red roses?

Or was it that thought in your mind?

I wonder why did u push me aside?


I’m that shadow running behind you

I’m that voice shouting in you ears

Or those hands trembling in fears


In every mirror you look

I’m present in every photo of yours

It’s me smiling in your eyes




Tearing apart the memories

Cutting off my head in that old photo

I’m in every drop of water you look into


Come come baby

Like that toy you lost in your childhood

I am that forsaken memory of yours

Re-open you eyes and believe in my words…


SINA MESDAGHI
OCT 14, 05
2:15 AM

sina 

Never came true

And I saw myself

In shining armor

Riding my horse

To my lover


I saw myself

Handsome and healthy

My eyes were so attractive

Had blonde hair and were happy


I hugged her

I kissed my lover

Everything seemed

To me so real!


never wanted to end

The sense of joy

I could deeply feel


The dreams had come true

When she whispered into my ear

That she loves me too


Waving my hands…

For thousands cheering for me

Come, come my lover…

Dance with me…


Crossed the borders of reality

This is no dream

I’ll never be awaken


I have sex

I kiss and I hug

I don’t wanna be awaken

By the clock,


There shouldn’t be any morning

The night shall last forever
…

In my bed I feel pity

For that shivering body of mine

The sun has come up

Soon, new day will begun


I see my senseless lips

Curved in the form of a smile

Thinking of the dream I had

Never reached beyond reality bars


New day has begun

My dreams are gone

The dreams I built my life upon.

SINA MESDAGHI
SEP. 07 05

GET LOST

I shall run again…

Faster and faster

get myself lost

I shall not find myself again…


There must be desert

Vast enough

I must be never found again…


There must be a day

I look back at my life

looking for that wrong turn


don’t trace my track

these footprints are fake

the path, leads you to my mistakes


never believe

that smile shining on my lips

nor that brightness in my eyes


don’t waste your days

in the search with no use

I’m the book you must close


Buried somewhere

In the dreams of yesterday

Under the path, you’re taking today…


Sina Mesdaghi
Aug 29 05

River of Love

That river of love is passing by house

I’m that lonely miller

Watching the wheels


Counting my moments

Seated on that old wooden chair

I think about


That love running forever

In that river of life

We shall believe


These wheels rotating forever

For that I must be alive

For that I am meant to survive


One day I shall leave my mill

Jumping into the river

united with the dreams


I used to live with


Come jump with me

Come lets go free

In that river of love



The circling emotions

the eternal dreams

and the endless rotations of the wheels


there is a river of love

running by my dreams

I’m that lonely miller

watching the wheels…


SINA MESDAGHI
AUG 24 05

no subject 

no subject 

namak abrood summer 05 

namak abrood, summer 05 

Naked Sky

I don’t wanna wait

To see that dream

Die in the corner of my room


Don’t wanna be

The eyes of the beholder

Behind the window


Don’t wanna be that plane

Passing through the clouds


Don’t wanna be like that crow

Sitting on the roof

Looking at the people in disgust


Don’t wanna stay on the edge

Hesitating to go inside


Don’t wanna ignore

Every little sense that I find


I wanna go, touch every tree

In that old alley, walking in the town


Understanding every moment of the dawn

When the sky’s giving birth to the sun


Sharing every minute of joy and pain

With people in the street


Away from my room

My world’s out there

Where the sun the meets the mountains

When the stars smile at me

With the world of inspirations


In the ecstasy of

The ultimate imagination

The freedom of my mind



I love to sleep under the naked sky

Sina Mesdaghi
July 20, 2005

24

Reading my shadow walking on the wall

Looking at the window

Watching the cars as they pass by…


Today, they sky was so beautiful

I told that to the man in the car


24 years old…

I’m talking about the shadow on the wall

I’m talking about the clouds in my sky

About what I told that man in the car…


24 years old…

talking about that innocence in my words

talking about that honesty I believed

talking about confession of broken vows


24 years old…

I’m talking about those bars on my window

Talking about that pillow wet of my cry

All about that boy, with no star in the sky


24 years old…

talking about that road with no end

talking about that mad runner in rain

and those shameful hands in red…


24 years I dreamed of love

24 years that I’ve left behind

24 years …

thinking of my past

dreaming of future

waiting so that some one may

bring me today…


SINA MESDAGHI
JUNE 10, 05
2:02 AM

The Rose, Smiling Clouds and You

I am walking

I am dreaming

In that path of tall trees painted in green again,

They shall narrate my story one day,

Of that boy,

These poems and that love

Which comes and goes

Like that color in the trees of the fall

Like that smiling clouds, some big, some small


Is that real? That rose in my hands?

Is that true? That dream in my mind?

Is that possible? That ambition in my eyes?

Is that obvious? That feeling in my heart?


More like a joke, I see you laughing at me,

More like a game, I see you not believing in me,


BELIEVE…

For that these trees may never go green again

For that these clouds won’t smile at me tomorrow


But they all will see us dancing in the rain

And I will float in the space lighter than before,


In evening, of a good day, I’ll drink tea and talk with you,


Now you are a spaceman too…

Sina Mesdaghi
April 29,05

yek jomle az sina dar sa@ 3:08 am

to computer she'r type kardan kheily rahat tar az neveshtan ro kaghaze, akhe kaghaz zoodi khis mishe...

unfinished...

I shall cry louder

You may hear my tears


I shall pray harder

You may think of my hands


I shall admit my madness

You may ignore my wisdom


I wont deny my weakness

You may underestimate my strength

Unfinished…

Sina

April 06. 05

high above the mountains, the trees talk about the story of silence they share with sky...

masoole, always drifts me away from this world to my dreamland... 

a bridge leading to a village in north of Iran 

Dasht-e Gorgan north of Iran 

namak abrood, somewhere between heaven and earth 

Fooled by their reality

Don’t you wanna believe?!

All the lies I tell you today

The lies seem to me too real


Don’t you wanna see?

I, seeking the world for glory

I, turning the pages of my destiny


I let the door open

I asked you to come inside


I let my heart open

I asked you to believe in me


I told you the truth, I found in tears yesterday…………

You are fooled by their reality….


Don’t you wanna feel?

The pain of emotions

Jailed with my wisdom


Don’t you wanna touch?

The reality of the words these walls say

Seen all the tears of that clown


Did you ever read?

What those kids wrote in black

What they wrote in my heart


Did you ever know?

That I didn’t cry so that

I wouldn’t tear their drawings apart?


I asked you to believe in me

I admit its not that easy

You are fooled by their reality.

SINA MESDAGHI
MARCH 04, 05

The fooling reality

I wish I could write

Better words, than that I said yesterday


I wish I could see

Better world, than that of I see today,


And that there will be

Some new toys, girls, that keep me busy,


I wish I never know

That there is a prison

That I am destined to be free


I wish I never had heard

Those words walking behind me

I wish I would never see

Those eyes staring at me


These bars are too real

These lies are too clear


I am taught to believe

I am taught to ignore

…

one moment plz…

now…

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE

In my island in ocean of doubt

JUST LAUGH AT THE SADNESS OF THAT CLOWN

In that circus somewhere between smiles and tears


Don’t trust your eyes

You are fooled with reality


Don’t believe in the hands you shake

You are so alone among millions in your society


It’s hard to touch the lies

You are pouring at me today


Labeling others with lust and ignorance

Now the mirror’s too shy to reflect my face


Floating in my room,

somewhere among the layers of conscious


feels good, not being me any more,

I wonder, what steps I took before


I am that clown

tortured by your laughter

I am that balloon

You never ran after………


SINA MESDAGHI
MARCH 2, 05

All Mine

Pushing the dead keys on keyboard

I want my words

Complicated as they would never understand


I want my world

Small as they wont be able to touch


I want my dreams

Far faraway as they wont be able to see


I want my ambition

Too too much big as they wont be able to imagine


I don’t wanna imagine

What is out there

Behind the curtain


I don’t wanna know

What they say

Behind me


Let it be

A secret just between my fingers

And the keyboard staring at me!

SINA MESDAGHI
NOV 26 04

untitled

who am I?

that loser

in that cave

dreaming victory


I am that man

among those walls

drowned in Ecstasy

is that true?

you told me that day

these bars are not gonna go away


it's not true

stepping out of my cave

I'll create my own destiny.


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